Ambassadors For Jesus - The Child in Me (www.ambassadorsforJeus5.com) Story and Poem below by Carmen Nydia Sometime ago in the 90's I wrote a poem called "The Child In Me" I wrote the poem because I was dealing with some painful issues and asking myself so many why's. My dad had this photo, I felt so sad when I thought about all the heartache I have experienced in my life I stared at my photo and my heart spoke and said " I would have loved that little girl" My mom use to complain about me because she said I was to quiet and where ever she put me I would stay like a doll, she said I was very soft spoken and painfully shy. She would get so upset with me because she was hyper and outgoing and she wanted a child that would tear up newspapers and scream, you get the picture? The point is that I realize that ever since I was born God loved me and he was proud and designed a plan for my life and only wanted but the best for me, just like for you. The world corrupted God's plan and I was lost. But God never really left me. I just want to go back and see me as a baby and say " I love you so much and I adore you and just hug the child in me" Well I am that little girl and God still loves me and wants the best for me and for you and all the hurting children that lost there way. Last month I spend time with my daughter and her husband, I was there to welcome my new grandson to this world. I felt so blessed I can feel Jesus right there as I cried and cried tears of joy! My daughter is living the life I always dreamed of. She has a beautiful, peaceful home with a christian husband whom adores her and will never cheat on her. He is also a great daddy with a great job! They now have a beautiful healthy baby boy whom God has a plan for. I see the blessings and God's love for me through my children, There is no greater love! God has a plan for you and for me. You are beautifully and wonderfully made.The PoemThe Child In Me The child in me, is scared you see, for the heartache that was imposed on me. I hide my sweet tears inside, longing for someone to be by my side. "What is my purpose?" I ask in this life. I know the answer is in my heart deep inside. The child in me asks so many whys? Why did he take away my innocence? Why did he not let me be, the child I was meant to be. The child in me wants to be held gently, and caressed without fear. One night, I was awakened, by the sweetest and most beautiful Angelic light so near. A sweet, tender voice spoke to me and said, dry away your sweet tears my dear, because the child in you, is now the child in me.

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Story and Poem below by Carmen Nydia

Sometime ago in the 90's I wrote a poem called "The Child In Me" I wrote the poem because I was dealing with some painful issues and asking myself so many why's. My dad had this photo, I felt so sad when I thought about all the heartache I have experienced in my life I stared at my photo and my heart spoke and said " I would have loved that little girl" My mom use to complain about me because she said I was to quiet and where ever she put me I would stay like a doll, she said I was very soft spoken and painfully shy. She would get so upset with me because she was hyper and outgoing and she wanted a child that would tear up newspapers and scream, you get the picture?

The point is that I realize that ever since I was born God loved me and he was proud and designed a plan for my life and only wanted but the best for me, just like for you. The world corrupted God's plan and I was lost. But God never really left me. I just want to go back and see me as a baby and say " I love you so much and I adore you and just hug the child in me" Well I am that little girl and God still loves me and wants the best for me and for you and all the hurting children that lost there way.

Last month I spend time with my daughter and her husband, I was there to welcome my new grandson to this world. I felt so blessed I can feel Jesus right there as I cried and cried tears of joy! My daughter is living the life I always dreamed of. She has a beautiful, peaceful home with a christian husband whom adores her and will never cheat on her. He is also a great daddy with a great job! They now have a beautiful healthy baby boy whom God has a plan for. I see the blessings and God's love for me through my children, There is no greater love!

God has a plan for you and for me. You are beautifully and wonderfully made.

The Poem

The Child In Me

The child in me, is scared you see,
for the heartache that was imposed on me.
I hide my sweet tears inside, longing
for someone to be by my side.

"What is my purpose?" I ask in this
life. I know the answer is in my
heart deep inside.

The child in me asks so many whys?
Why did he take away my innocence?
Why did he not let me be, the child
I was meant to be.

The child in me wants to be held
gently, and caressed without fear.

One night, I was awakened, by the sweetest
and most beautiful Angelic light so near.
A sweet, tender voice spoke to me and said,
dry away your sweet tears my dear, because
the child in you, is now the child in me.

jo@ambassadorsforjesus5.com